how many of these do i have to make
Sorry you feel that way, but lets get some stuff straight:
Weed is natural. Unlike cigarettes. Unlike alcohol - which you will probably have at least one point in your life. You don’t get addicted to weed. Its only in a negative light because its illegal - and kids brag about it all the time.
Moral of the story: don’t knock it until you’ve tried it. Perhaps you will change your mind one day, perhaps you won’t. Sorry to disappoint.